do you believe in the meaning of dreams?

i'm beginning to.

my dreams are telling what my subconscious thinks about.


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A lot.

"So accept my emotion, do not take it as an offensive gesture
It's just the epitome of my soul
And I must be me..."

"Tie my hands
What am I gonna be
What have I done so bad
What is my destiny
Tie my hands
What am I supposed to see
What have I done so bad
What am I gonna be.."
It's just the epitome of my soul
And I must be me.."

What am I going to be?
What are we going to be?
What CAN we be?

I'm not going to deny it anymore.. I'm into you.
You say you're over it.. but I kind of feel the baggage.
Don't lie. I can be your friend. Talk to me.
Make me smile. I can make you smile.


Ha... this isn't like the past. Nothing like anything I've tried for.
That makes me believe that I could be happy.

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Slow down.. I just wanna get to know you...
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Male Friend:
the entire male race should feel this way.

Me:
like they want to be a manwhore for just a LITTLE longer before commitment?
i think that the entire male race DOES feel this way. well, majority.
because in some way, shape, or form, some bitch came along and crushed him.
...so that's why he doesn't want commitment, love, or boyfriend status.

Male Friend:
lol. people get crushed all the time.
it's happened to all of us.
you, me, him.
can't blame him for feeling this way. can't blame me for wanting to find out what's out there before setting up camp.

Me:
same goes for girls too
yeap.

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oh, life.
as a friend, i'd be like no other.
given the chance.
give me the chance.