catch me if you can.

... although recently, it hasn't been too hard to catch me (i guess).

battle of the barrios went well, though no real thanks to me. i've been out of commission for the past week or so. guess ECAASU and Main Event took their toll on me (fatigue! needed sleep!). the flu has subsided and i'm left with a barking cough... but it's whatever.

whatever is this weather we have been having ... ! cold and snow-filled one day, hot and sunny the next. rain to top it all off.

lack of funds to do things i need to do (perhaps this spring break)... like clean my car (finally!) and get an oil change for it...

i need money! grawwrr. so, i tried applying for benihana as a bartender and got interviewed twice. my only problem is my availability - my class schedule doesn't permit me to work lunch hours! it's not my fault.. i can't change my class schedule for this semester, naturally. so yeah, i guess it just isn't meant to be.

on the up side, i got the call back for a job with the Rutgers Student Life Marketing Team - a job for next year (starting end of this semester for fall 09). i guess they liked my "jack-of-all-trades" shhpeeeal during the interview... so they want me on board to help with copywriting, editing, video producing, project ideas, etc. yay!

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"my dear." "love." "bey." "homie."
i have no problem being called these things in general by different people. it's... whatever. but still. could be nice if it meant something. guys like that are just joking around. they are a big tease. hahah. just. kidding. slightly.

i like a guy who is actually interested in some of the things i say and do. it's only right if the interest is mutual (and i mean... the interest in the respective other's happenings and doings). i know i sure exercise interest in the guy and his happenings... if he's cool like that .

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as for japan VS abc, the saga continues. for now, i'll just say... "we'll see what happens." i have an interview in the city on tuesday. sent in the non-refundable check to TUJ last week. i'll keep my options open.

as in most things... we'll see what happens.

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sometimes it's so hard to keep truckin' along... when i see others so happy/content, or those that are struggling as i am... often i just want to stay cooped up and away from social reality (which is very anti-career, very anti-life...very anti-people.)
i think my mood changes with the weather.
i need to get more sunlight. waah .

motivate me to continue.